Hi there! Glad you found me. Some of you may know that my life is no bed of roses but in amidst the tragedy there are truly beautiful moments. I've wanted to make the best of those moments for so long, and to help me I've decided to journey back and explore what makes me feel, think and behave the way I do. Hopefully I'll begin to understand more about me and begin to find more peace

This isn't a challenge blog but if you fancy joining me on my journaling journey, I'll leave a linky so you can post your thoughts.

Here's wishing you special moments in time

Wednesday, 23 April 2014

Bad blood

Went haywire with my dylusion inks yesterday and thought it looked like blood. Of course the only thing I have that can bleed so much is my broken heart, thus the page evolved and gave me a rest from the heartache for a couple of hours

Still wish I could make my drawings look real but I'm enjoying it anyway.

Today sees me discharged from hospital and on my way home. When I left home to come here I had my, my son my lover and a life. Now I go back home to an empty house and an empty life. Now the work begins! Ow I have to build a life for myself and make it one where I can feel joy! Got a plan but. It sure I've got the strength to see it through.
Wish me luck
X Michelle

10 comments:

ElizabethR said...

You are a beautiful, creative and tallented Lady, and just how brave you are, is an inspiration to others, I'm sure.
I wish you much joy and happiness as you start this new chapter in your life.
Sending lots of hugs, Elizabeth xxx

Sally H said...

A breathtaking page, Michelle. You know it will be hard, but you just need to take one moment at a time. I will be thinking of you x

Jo.C said...

I wish I could draw like you! It looks real enough to me.
One day at a time and think how far you have come to get well enough to go home. You are doing brilliantly. I think you are very brave for sharing so honestly. Use any support you have and stick to the plan.
Best wishes x

Helen Bamford said...

Sending you big hugs and strength. You have come so far x little steps on a big day xx

Virginia said...

Your art journal pages are beautiful, back home in your surroundings means you are making progress. Keep going girl you can do this, rebuilding every step of the way, much love!

Linda Simpson said...

A fabulous art journal page Michelle. I wish you good luck for this new chapter in your life.

Hugs
Linda xxx

craftimamma said...

Your drawing looks real to me too. You should not be so hard on yourself either with your art or in life! Good luck Michelle, you will get there one small step at a time and if you need a virtual ear, you know where I am.

Lots of love
Lesley ~Xx

Linda (Boots) said...

Glad to hear you are well enough to go home Michelle. Just take care and baby steps in rebuilding your life. Your journal pages have been amazing. Xx

Kate M said...

Keep journalling - it is great to see, and may help you on the next stage of your journey. Good wishes go with you and good luck - do keep in touch!!
xx

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