Not too pleased with this one but it serves it's purpose, to remind me never to dance the dance I've been playing lately, the one where you manoeuvre and manipulate to get what you think you want, where you constantly look for injustice and unfairness in others instead of recognising it in yourself.
I know I've been very ill but this is a bitter pill to swallow, I thought I'd laid these behaviours to rest so many years ago. Shrink says that post traumatic stress can fling us back to coping mechanisms developed in childhood but I still feel I should have recognised what was happening and done something about it before it got this far.
I must try to dance a happy dance!
Night all
X Michelle
3 comments:
Morning Michelle, my dear dear friend, I hope that Today is a much more positive one for you! Love this Journal Page hun, love and hugs forever, your wee Scottish Friend xxx
But you know now and knowing is the way to making changes and achieving and hopefully recognising issues in future. I love the colours of the page too hun, hope your day has some sunshine in it.
Much love
Morning Michelle, beautiful journal page. As Virginia has already said by knowing is a step towards making changes and recognising the issues in the future. I will be doing a happy dance for you.
Hugs
Linda xxxxx
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