Hi there! Glad you found me. Some of you may know that my life is no bed of roses but in amidst the tragedy there are truly beautiful moments. I've wanted to make the best of those moments for so long, and to help me I've decided to journey back and explore what makes me feel, think and behave the way I do. Hopefully I'll begin to understand more about me and begin to find more peace

This isn't a challenge blog but if you fancy joining me on my journaling journey, I'll leave a linky so you can post your thoughts.

Here's wishing you special moments in time

Sunday, 23 March 2014

Demonic Posession? Don't think so!

I saw this picture in the mail on Sunday supplement and no sooner had I clapped eyes on it, I was there with the scissors, snipping and cutting. I'm a bit limited for backgrounds cos I've only got inks with me but I do have the reflection stamps from Tim Holtz and thinking of the records which, when played backwards, were supposed to render a demonic message, thought the backwards script fairly appropriate.

I've some really hard thinking to do now, and some very hard choices to make, not quite strong enough to make them yet, but the docs put me on some medication that is closing down the heart rending grief enough for me to be able to think a little and maybe even reach the odd conclusion!
Don't get too excited though, the penalty to pay for this chemically induced calmness is a mouth that tastes like iron filings and the inability to move at anything but a snails pace.

Remember a few posts back I was commenting on the fact that I was sat in my room, in the psychiatric hospital, watching one flew over the cuckoos nest? I didn't envisage being put on the very same meds! Only a very small dose though so I still have the ability to put ink to paper.

I have made quite a few cards too if you fancy popping over to midnight crafter blog to have a look.

Hope you've enjoyed the sun this weekend.
Love n Hugs
X Michelle

9 comments:

Helen Bamford said...

Little steps my lovely xxx each little step is a great stride forward xxx

craftimamma said...

Sorry I've not dropped by with a comment over the past week Michelle but we've had a few problems to contend with in our family......again! I am sad for the reasons causing you to journal as you have been over the past week or two but have to say I am enjoying your fabulous pages. Even with your limited resources you still manage to create awesome art.

Thinking of you and hoping you are feeling a smidge more positive.

Hugs
Lesley Xx

Kate M said...

Keep up the journalling - I have also been and taken a peek at your cards - lovely work.
xx

Kathryn said...

Ohh that's quite a weird image lol x at least it's steps forward no matter how small or slow xxx huggles of to check out your cards :) x

Virginia said...

Oh hun, hope the meds help you to start to see some of the decisions you need to make, slowly slowly you'll get there just be gentle on yourself!

((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))

Virginia said...

Oh hun, hope the meds help you to start to see some of the decisions you need to make, slowly slowly you'll get there just be gentle on yourself!

((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))

Linda Simpson said...

Morning Michelle, each step is a step forward. Love this page it looks beautiful. Very thought provoking too.

Hugs
Linda xxx

Lorraine said...

Love this journal page it's fabulous Michelle.
Huge Hugz, Lorraine xx

Gay Peplow said...

Hello there Michelle, Beautiful journal page,I love the colour and text. The picture fits well with your title but it surely it's Beauty and the Beast? I could be wrong and often am :D
Thank you for stopping over at my blog and yes! I would love to meet up one day, you need to feel better first and you're a heck of a way from me but imagine a crafty day :D Now wouldn't that be fun !! How inky could we get?? ?? LOL Very ! Hope today is a good day, hugs Gay x